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Blog #24:

Ricky: "Why you keep saying no when your panties wet?" he asked, sitting me up on the sink.

He pressed his lips against mine as I threw my arms over his shoulders. My mouth kept saying no but the rest of my body was saying otherwise. I want Ricky... I just don't know if I want Nick, too.

He was standing in between my legs when I started thinking of excuses to make, so we wouldn't have sex in the bathroom. I really wanted to have sex. Just with Nick, more.

B: "With all these people in the other room?" I asked. He pulled away with his hands still on my hips.
Ricky: "I don't care. I been chillin. I talk to no other females and I still claim you. And you been doing the same thing."
B: "Well not really.."
Ricky: "You talkin about the nigga you told me about at AppleBee's?" I nodded my head. I could tell he was getting mad. And I cared.
B: "Yeah we still talk."
Ricky: "I bet he don't do this like me." he said, bending down and kissing my stomach.

Every wet kiss sent shivers down my spine, until I literally started to shake. Pushing his head lower when my conscience was saying, don't, we heard commotion from outside the bathroom.

It sounded like yelling and thumping. That was when we both stopped and Ricky grabbed for the door, unlocking it. Standing on the other side was Nick, who looked like he was about to knock.

My heart started racing when I realized it was him. Out of all people, it was Nick. Nick looked us up and down, examining the scene. I think the readjusting my sweatpants gave it away.

Ricky: "Fuck is going on?" He said looking out the bathroom doorway.

Thats when he ran out toward the front door. I was stuck in my tracks. Nick stared me down before running toward the door, and without thinking I followed him.

The commotion was coming from James, the drunk Brooklyn Dominican, making a scene. When the cops came he was gone. Did this nigga just come back, or had he never left?

Tommy and Ricky were jumping James. LaLa just stood next to Amy with her hand over her mouth. I got mad because that jumping shit is weak. James disrespected everybody, but I wasn't about to watch that shit. I made Nick help me pull Ricky back before he killed him.

Ricky: "You gone come up in here and disrespect my crib like this?!" he yelled, with Nick holding him back.
Amy: "Tommy chill out!" she yelled for Tommy to get off of James.

Tommy was a 6 foot tall brownskin. He was husky and not the cutest, but with his football skills, he was gonna make it to the NFL one day.

It took 30 minutes to calm the scene down, after Amy left with a bruised and battered James. She said she wouldn't be shit if she didn't at least take care of him or get him home. LaLa and I respected that, straightened up the living room and tried to calm Tommy and Ricky down.

I grabbed a brown washcloth from the hall closet and wet it in the bathroom to clean up Ricky, since he had a cut above his eye. Before I squeezed the rag, I looked in the mirror and started tearing up. I don't know what I want and that really made me emotional. Plus I was fried. And drunk so... that, too.

Everyone was too occupied with Tommy and Ricky to notice my overly-emotional ass crying on the bathroom floor. I cleaned myself up before going back in the living room and sitting on the couch next to Ricky and LaLa, cleaning the cut above his eye.

I could feel Nick's eyes on me, like he had something to say. I just didn't want him to see my puffy eyes.

Amy walked back in, saying she got an Uber for James. She got back just in time for Ricky's rant.

Ricky: "I can't believe that nigga. If I ever see him again.."
LaLa: "Shut up. It's over."
Ant: "LaLa.."
LaLa: "What? He was drunk, yall didn't have to jump the man."
B: "My thoughts exactly."
Nick: "Are they, really?"
B: "What's that supposed to mean?"
Nick: "Was that really what you was thinking?"
LaLa: "We don't have time for yall right now. Nick, can Ant and I sleep in one of ya beds in your room?"
Nick: "Yeah. Yall need me to stay out for a while?" he asked, looking at LaLa. LaLa looked at Ant.
Ant: "Yeah, man. Good look. Goodnight, yall."

LaLa and Ant ran down the hallway laughing and touching each other. I was lowkey jealous, but I only had myself to blame. The situation is so messy.

Amy: "So should I sleep in Ant's bed? Across from Ricky's?"
Nick: "You could sleep with me if you want." he told her, before looking at me. Ricky and Tommy looked at each other, smiling and dappin each other up. I just sat with a blank stare on my face.
Amy: "That's fine." she said smiling.
Ricky: "And B, you can sleep with me. Then Tommy can sleep in Ant Bed. Now everybody got somewhere to sleep."
B: "Amy, sleep with me."
Ricky: "My bed not big enough for the 3 of us."
B: "I know. You wouldn't be in the bed."
Tommy: "Damn! She just played the shit outta you."
Ricky: "Oh, it's like that?"
Amy: "Next time. If we do it this way, everybody got somewhere to sleep."
Nick: "Exactly."

I said okay, got up and sped walked to the bathroom trying to fight back tears. I was no longer upset- I was frustrated. What made it worse was that I knew Nick was smiling, and that if he slept with Amy, they were gonna fuck.

The worst of all was that I was upset, when I really shouldn't be. Nick and I are both single- we just don't want to see each other with anybody else.

I slammed the bathroom door behind me and walked over to the sink. Holding back my tears, I took a handful of water and splashed my face. I dried my face on a towel from the closet before walking out the bathroom and going to the punch bowl in the kitchen.

Tommy and Nick were still in the living room. I could tell Ricky went in his room and Amy was shutting Nick's door as I walked out the bathroom. Tommy got up, grabbed a cup of punch and walked in Ricky's room. Now it was just Nick and I.

I stood next to the fridge, chewing a gummy from the punch. Nick walked over to the counter, and after Tommy shut the door, Nick wasted no time.

Nick: "Fuck was yall doing in the bathroom?" he asked, whispering.
B: "Not what you think. He walked in." I said calmly.
Nick: "That's b.s. and you know it."
B: "Are you sure I know?" I asked trying to be smart.
Nick: "So if I ask him tomorrow, he gonna say yall did nothing?"
B: "That's exactly what he'll say." I said sipping my drink. He walked away. "And if I ask Amy tomorrow, is she gonna say yall didn't do anything?" he ignored me.

I walked over to him and punched him in his shoulder. That was frustration + alcohol 😂. That didn't matter to him, though, because he pinned me against the wall. I spilled my drink and just looked at him. He was real mad, and playing no games. We were so close we could kiss.

Nick: "Take ya drunk ass to bed. Don't ever put your hands on me again." he said before slamming his door.
B: "Fuck you." I said under my breath. I opened the door to see Tommy and Ricky playing 2K.

As soon as I shut the door, Ricky said he didn't want to play anymore and Tommy put his headphones in. I could already tell what they thought was going to happen- they thought wrong.

I chewed the last of my gummies and put the empty red cup on Ricky's nightstand before I climbed onto Ricky's bed. I sighed and cuddled up between his thick comforter and the wall.

I felt Ricky climb into bed and throw the cover over himself, letting in a temporary breeze. I rolled my eyes before closing them again, because I thought he'd think I was asleep and not try anything- I thought wrong. I felt him press up against my back.

His dick was on hard and I purposely readjusted myself so I could rub against it. I don't remember what happened after that, but I know we didn't have sex. I think I was talking about how I didn't want to fuck him, pretended to be asleep and then really fell to sleep.

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The next morning I woke up to Ricky's bright ass window shining down over me. It felt like something was banging against my skull- the worst hangover, yet. I turned over to Ricky's nightstand and pulled a pair of sunglasses out the second drawer. Then I realized Ricky wasn't in the bed.

I put on the sunglasses, sat up and looked around the room. Tommy wasn't in Ant's bed and I heard nobody. I looked at my phone and saw 10:30.

B: "Fuck! I'm late for work." I opened Ricky's door and the smell of sausages, eggs, bacon and pancakes hit my nose. I walked out to see everybody eating at the counter. The apartment was still trashed but nobody really cared.

I walked over to LaLa, who was sitting at the counter. She was sitting next to Ant, who was sitting next to Tommy. I looked around the room and saw the leather couch still in the corner, with Nick and Amy, he-he, ha-ha'ing. They were laughing and eating, touching each other playfully.

My blood was boiling and I tried to contain my anger before I exploded in front of Ricky. Ironically, Ricky broke my thoughts, kissing me on the cheek before speaking things that I couldn't process because I wasn't really listening.

Ricky: "... and the eggs are right there." He pointed to the side of the stove.
B: "Thanks. LaLa why you didn't wake me up. I was turning up like it was Saturday."
LaLa: "Well it is."
B: "No, bitch. It's Friday. I'm supposed to be at The Brew right now." I said sulking.
LaLa: "Well sorry! Shit I forgot, too. Just call Carly and explain everything. She'll understand. Or get somebody to cover for you."

I asked Ricky to make me a plate before calling Carly, who wasn't answering.

B: "Can somebody drive me home, and then to The Brew real fast?"
Ant: "Real fast? Shawty thats gonna take like an hour or two. I would but I got classes."
Ricky: "Me too, babe. Sorry. Call an Uber."
B: "I don't feel like waiting on them." I said biting into my sausage. "I wanna go now."
Ricky: "Nick, you got afternoon classes today, don't you. Why don't you take her?"
LaLa: "Yeah B. Let Nick take you." she said smiling.
Nick: "Sure. Give me 5 minutes." he said getting up, throwing his plate away.

I went in Ricky's room and put on some red Nike's I left in his closet. I kept on the sweats and t-shirt. I just needed to go home and change real fast. I grabbed another sausage before saying bye to everybody and getting an unexpected kiss from Ricky.

I followed Nick out the door, who didn't see the kiss, and went to the car. I knew he was still mad about the bathroom thing because Nick usually opens the car door for me. This time, he didn't.

I got in the passenger's seat and put on my seatbelt. Nick got in, put the key in the ignition and blasted the radio- probably to avoid conversation. But I was eager to know how last night panned out. I turned the radio all the way down only to get the death stare.

B: "You fucked her didn't you?!"
Nick: "What are you talking about?"
B: "I hate when niggas say that like you know EXACTLY what I'm talking about!"
Nick: "Chill. And oh, so I'm just a nigga now?"
B: "What are you talking about?"
Nick: "See?! Now you doing it!"
B: "Shut up stop talking me."
Nick: "Ard fine."

He turned the music back up to a volume of 45. I already had a headache, and the fact that he did that made me even more mad. I turned the radio back down.

B: "You're fuckin weird."
Nick: "How?"
B: "I'm trying to have a conversation and you trying to be smart."
Nick: "You told me to stop talking to you!"
B: "I didn't really mean it!" he sucked his teeth.
Nick: "I don't think you mean anything you say, these days." he said, readjusting his hat.
B: "We didn't do anything! Did you ask him?"
Nick: "No I don't need to. I can tell by the way he looking at you. That's how I look at you, B."
B: "That's just him. I'm barely entertaining him. And you didn't answer my question."
Nick: "What was your question?"
B: "Did you fuck her?!"
Nick: "She gave me head."

I side-eyed him before punching him in his arm. Multiple times.

Nick: "I'm drivin! What's wrong with you? I hate the person you become when you drunk. And when we pull up to your house I'm gonna fuck ya lil ass up."
B: "Stop talking to me."
Nick: "You really want me to or...?"
B: "Stop talking to me!"

We pulled up to the Alpha Delta house and I quickly ran inside to grab my clothes. I brushed my teeth and washed my face before rushing out the house, and hopping in the backseat.

Nick: "Why you back there?" he asked, driving off.
B: "I need to change." I said taking off my shirt, exposing my blue and purple bra.
Nick: "Well can we have a civilized conversation with out you putting your hands on me?"
B: "I apologize. I'm just frustrated." I put on my jeans.
Nick: "I really want to fuck with you, B. If Ricky care about you and I as friends he won't care, I'm telling you."
B: "He will. You really let her suck your dick?" I asked, buttoning up my The Brew shirt.
Nick: "I am single and I knew you and Ricky would do something. If we being perfectly honest-"
B: "We are."
Nick: "She wanted me to fuck her but I told her I talk to somebody."
B: "I'd say aw but she still gave you head so it's not that cute. She wasn't better than me."
Nick: "I don't remember how you did it. How about you show me again?" he said turning down the block.

I put on my hat and sunglasses before getting out the backseat. I asked him to wait in case someone else had my shift and surprisingly, he did. Walking into the store I was just hoping I still had a job, because I don't even know what my love life is anymore. Ricky's words don't resemble his actions and Nick and I are toxic for each other. But maybe after we tell Ricky, our relationship will improve.

I caught Carly cutting around the counter, putting up her hand to my face.

Carly: "I don't want to hear it, B."
B: "I'm really sorry Carly. I just got caught up in some things. I called you."
Carly: "I know."
B: "I know not that long ago you told me to get my act together, and I did."
Carly: "For a while, yes, you did. The customers and your co-workers love you. But if I let continue to work here after walking in 2 hours late, that's not setting a good example for the other employees. I'm sorry, but you're fired. I hope you understand."
B: "Of course. Thanks."

I left the store on the brink of crying, and hopped in the car next to Nick. He was on his phone, but when I opened the car door I caught his attention.

Nick: "You okay?"
B: "I just got fired."
Nick: "Damn, B. I'm sorry. If you want we could go get some snacks and watch Netflix."
B: "Sure, why not. I'll e-mail my professors. My place is crowded right now."
Nick: "Well tommy and them probably went to their classes. We could go back to my place."
B: "Nick?"
Nick: "Wassup?" he asked before driving off.
B: "Thanks."

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Blog #24:

Ricky: "Why you keep saying no when your panties wet?" he asked, sitting me up on the sink.

He pressed his lips against mine as I threw my arms over his shoulders. My mouth kept saying no but the rest of my body was saying otherwise. I want Ricky... I just don't know if I want Nick, too.

He was standing in between my legs when I started thinking of excuses to make, so we wouldn't have sex in the bathroom. I really wanted to have sex. Just with Nick, more.

B: "With all these people in the other room?" I asked. He pulled away with his hands still on my hips.
Ricky: "I don't care. I been chillin. I talk to no other females and I still claim you. And you been doing the same thing."
B: "Well not really.."
Ricky: "You talkin about the nigga you told me about at AppleBee's?" I nodded my head. I could tell he was getting mad. And I cared.
B: "Yeah we still talk."
Ricky: "I bet he don't do this like me." he said, bending down and kissing my stomach.

Every wet kiss sent shivers down my spine, until I literally started to shake. Pushing his head lower when my conscience was saying, don't, we heard commotion from outside the bathroom.

It sounded like yelling and thumping. That was when we both stopped and Ricky grabbed for the door, unlocking it. Standing on the other side was Nick, who looked like he was about to knock.

My heart started racing when I realized it was him. Out of all people, it was Nick. Nick looked us up and down, examining the scene. I think the readjusting my sweatpants gave it away.

Ricky: "Fuck is going on?" He said looking out the bathroom doorway.

Thats when he ran out toward the front door. I was stuck in my tracks. Nick stared me down before running toward the door, and without thinking I followed him.

The commotion was coming from James, the drunk Brooklyn Dominican, making a scene. When the cops came he was gone. Did this nigga just come back, or had he never left?

Tommy and Ricky were jumping James. LaLa just stood next to Amy with her hand over her mouth. I got mad because that jumping shit is weak. James disrespected everybody, but I wasn't about to watch that shit. I made Nick help me pull Ricky back before he killed him.

Ricky: "You gone come up in here and disrespect my crib like this?!" he yelled, with Nick holding him back.
Amy: "Tommy chill out!" she yelled for Tommy to get off of James.

Tommy was a 6 foot tall brownskin. He was husky and not the cutest, but with his football skills, he was gonna make it to the NFL one day.

It took 30 minutes to calm the scene down, after Amy left with a bruised and battered James. She said she wouldn't be shit if she didn't at least take care of him or get him home. LaLa and I respected that, straightened up the living room and tried to calm Tommy and Ricky down.

I grabbed a brown washcloth from the hall closet and wet it in the bathroom to clean up Ricky, since he had a cut above his eye. Before I squeezed the rag, I looked in the mirror and started tearing up. I don't know what I want and that really made me emotional. Plus I was fried. And drunk so... that, too.

Everyone was too occupied with Tommy and Ricky to notice my overly-emotional ass crying on the bathroom floor. I cleaned myself up before going back in the living room and sitting on the couch next to Ricky and LaLa, cleaning the cut above his eye.

I could feel Nick's eyes on me, like he had something to say. I just didn't want him to see my puffy eyes.

Amy walked back in, saying she got an Uber for James. She got back just in time for Ricky's rant.

Ricky: "I can't believe that nigga. If I ever see him again.."
LaLa: "Shut up. It's over."
Ant: "LaLa.."
LaLa: "What? He was drunk, yall didn't have to jump the man."
B: "My thoughts exactly."
Nick: "Are they, really?"
B: "What's that supposed to mean?"
Nick: "Was that really what you was thinking?"
LaLa: "We don't have time for yall right now. Nick, can Ant and I sleep in one of ya beds in your room?"
Nick: "Yeah. Yall need me to stay out for a while?" he asked, looking at LaLa. LaLa looked at Ant.
Ant: "Yeah, man. Good look. Goodnight, yall."

LaLa and Ant ran down the hallway laughing and touching each other. I was lowkey jealous, but I only had myself to blame. The situation is so messy.

Amy: "So should I sleep in Ant's bed? Across from Ricky's?"
Nick: "You could sleep with me if you want." he told her, before looking at me. Ricky and Tommy looked at each other, smiling and dappin each other up. I just sat with a blank stare on my face.
Amy: "That's fine." she said smiling.
Ricky: "And B, you can sleep with me. Then Tommy can sleep in Ant Bed. Now everybody got somewhere to sleep."
B: "Amy, sleep with me."
Ricky: "My bed not big enough for the 3 of us."
B: "I know. You wouldn't be in the bed."
Tommy: "Damn! She just played the shit outta you."
Ricky: "Oh, it's like that?"
Amy: "Next time. If we do it this way, everybody got somewhere to sleep."
Nick: "Exactly."

I said okay, got up and sped walked to the bathroom trying to fight back tears. I was no longer upset- I was frustrated. What made it worse was that I knew Nick was smiling, and that if he slept with Amy, they were gonna fuck.

The worst of all was that I was upset, when I really shouldn't be. Nick and I are both single- we just don't want to see each other with anybody else.

I slammed the bathroom door behind me and walked over to the sink. Holding back my tears, I took a handful of water and splashed my face. I dried my face on a towel from the closet before walking out the bathroom and going to the punch bowl in the kitchen.

Tommy and Nick were still in the living room. I could tell Ricky went in his room and Amy was shutting Nick's door as I walked out the bathroom. Tommy got up, grabbed a cup of punch and walked in Ricky's room. Now it was just Nick and I.

I stood next to the fridge, chewing a gummy from the punch. Nick walked over to the counter, and after Tommy shut the door, Nick wasted no time.

Nick: "Fuck was yall doing in the bathroom?" he asked, whispering.
B: "Not what you think. He walked in." I said calmly.
Nick: "That's b.s. and you know it."
B: "Are you sure I know?" I asked trying to be smart.
Nick: "So if I ask him tomorrow, he gonna say yall did nothing?"
B: "That's exactly what he'll say." I said sipping my drink. He walked away. "And if I ask Amy tomorrow, is she gonna say yall didn't do anything?" he ignored me.

I walked over to him and punched him in his shoulder. That was frustration + alcohol 😂. That didn't matter to him, though, because he pinned me against the wall. I spilled my drink and just looked at him. He was real mad, and playing no games. We were so close we could kiss.

Nick: "Take ya drunk ass to bed. Don't ever put your hands on me again." he said before slamming his door.
B: "Fuck you." I said under my breath. I opened the door to see Tommy and Ricky playing 2K.

As soon as I shut the door, Ricky said he didn't want to play anymore and Tommy put his headphones in. I could already tell what they thought was going to happen- they thought wrong.

I chewed the last of my gummies and put the empty red cup on Ricky's nightstand before I climbed onto Ricky's bed. I sighed and cuddled up between his thick comforter and the wall.

I felt Ricky climb into bed and throw the cover over himself, letting in a temporary breeze. I rolled my eyes before closing them again, because I thought he'd think I was asleep and not try anything- I thought wrong. I felt him press up against my back.

His dick was on hard and I purposely readjusted myself so I could rub against it. I don't remember what happened after that, but I know we didn't have sex. I think I was talking about how I didn't want to fuck him, pretended to be asleep and then really fell to sleep.

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The next morning I woke up to Ricky's bright ass window shining down over me. It felt like something was banging against my skull- the worst hangover, yet. I turned over to Ricky's nightstand and pulled a pair of sunglasses out the second drawer. Then I realized Ricky wasn't in the bed.

I put on the sunglasses, sat up and looked around the room. Tommy wasn't in Ant's bed and I heard nobody. I looked at my phone and saw 10:30.

B: "Fuck! I'm late for work." I opened Ricky's door and the smell of sausages, eggs, bacon and pancakes hit my nose. I walked out to see everybody eating at the counter. The apartment was still trashed but nobody really cared.

I walked over to LaLa, who was sitting at the counter. She was sitting next to Ant, who was sitting next to Tommy. I looked around the room and saw the leather couch still in the corner, with Nick and Amy, he-he, ha-ha'ing. They were laughing and eating, touching each other playfully.

My blood was boiling and I tried to contain my anger before I exploded in front of Ricky. Ironically, Ricky broke my thoughts, kissing me on the cheek before speaking things that I couldn't process because I wasn't really listening.

Ricky: "... and the eggs are right there." He pointed to the side of the stove.
B: "Thanks. LaLa why you didn't wake me up. I was turning up like it was Saturday."
LaLa: "Well it is."
B: "No, bitch. It's Friday. I'm supposed to be at The Brew right now." I said sulking.
LaLa: "Well sorry! Shit I forgot, too. Just call Carly and explain everything. She'll understand. Or get somebody to cover for you."

I asked Ricky to make me a plate before calling Carly, who wasn't answering.

B: "Can somebody drive me home, and then to The Brew real fast?"
Ant: "Real fast? Shawty thats gonna take like an hour or two. I would but I got classes."
Ricky: "Me too, babe. Sorry. Call an Uber."
B: "I don't feel like waiting on them." I said biting into my sausage. "I wanna go now."
Ricky: "Nick, you got afternoon classes today, don't you. Why don't you take her?"
LaLa: "Yeah B. Let Nick take you." she said smiling.
Nick: "Sure. Give me 5 minutes." he said getting up, throwing his plate away.

I went in Ricky's room and put on some red Nike's I left in his closet. I kept on the sweats and t-shirt. I just needed to go home and change real fast. I grabbed another sausage before saying bye to everybody and getting an unexpected kiss from Ricky.

I followed Nick out the door, who didn't see the kiss, and went to the car. I knew he was still mad about the bathroom thing because Nick usually opens the car door for me. This time, he didn't.

I got in the passenger's seat and put on my seatbelt. Nick got in, put the key in the ignition and blasted the radio- probably to avoid conversation. But I was eager to know how last night panned out. I turned the radio all the way down only to get the death stare.

B: "You fucked her didn't you?!"
Nick: "What are you talking about?"
B: "I hate when niggas say that like you know EXACTLY what I'm talking about!"
Nick: "Chill. And oh, so I'm just a nigga now?"
B: "What are you talking about?"
Nick: "See?! Now you doing it!"
B: "Shut up stop talking me."
Nick: "Ard fine."

He turned the music back up to a volume of 45. I already had a headache, and the fact that he did that made me even more mad. I turned the radio back down.

B: "You're fuckin weird."
Nick: "How?"
B: "I'm trying to have a conversation and you trying to be smart."
Nick: "You told me to stop talking to you!"
B: "I didn't really mean it!" he sucked his teeth.
Nick: "I don't think you mean anything you say, these days." he said, readjusting his hat.
B: "We didn't do anything! Did you ask him?"
Nick: "No I don't need to. I can tell by the way he looking at you. That's how I look at you, B."
B: "That's just him. I'm barely entertaining him. And you didn't answer my question."
Nick: "What was your question?"
B: "Did you fuck her?!"
Nick: "She gave me head."

I side-eyed him before punching him in his arm. Multiple times.

Nick: "I'm drivin! What's wrong with you? I hate the person you become when you drunk. And when we pull up to your house I'm gonna fuck ya lil ass up."
B: "Stop talking to me."
Nick: "You really want me to or...?"
B: "Stop talking to me!"

We pulled up to the Alpha Delta house and I quickly ran inside to grab my clothes. I brushed my teeth and washed my face before rushing out the house, and hopping in the backseat.

Nick: "Why you back there?" he asked, driving off.
B: "I need to change." I said taking off my shirt, exposing my blue and purple bra.
Nick: "Well can we have a civilized conversation with out you putting your hands on me?"
B: "I apologize. I'm just frustrated." I put on my jeans.
Nick: "I really want to fuck with you, B. If Ricky care about you and I as friends he won't care, I'm telling you."
B: "He will. You really let her suck your dick?" I asked, buttoning up my The Brew shirt.
Nick: "I am single and I knew you and Ricky would do something. If we being perfectly honest-"
B: "We are."
Nick: "She wanted me to fuck her but I told her I talk to somebody."
B: "I'd say aw but she still gave you head so it's not that cute. She wasn't better than me."
Nick: "I don't remember how you did it. How about you show me again?" he said turning down the block.

I put on my hat and sunglasses before getting out the backseat. I asked him to wait in case someone else had my shift and surprisingly, he did. Walking into the store I was just hoping I still had a job, because I don't even know what my love life is anymore. Ricky's words don't resemble his actions and Nick and I are toxic for each other. But maybe after we tell Ricky, our relationship will improve.

I caught Carly cutting around the counter, putting up her hand to my face.

Carly: "I don't want to hear it, B."
B: "I'm really sorry Carly. I just got caught up in some things. I called you."
Carly: "I know."
B: "I know not that long ago you told me to get my act together, and I did."
Carly: "For a while, yes, you did. The customers and your co-workers love you. But if I let continue to work here after walking in 2 hours late, that's not setting a good example for the other employees. I'm sorry, but you're fired. I hope you understand."
B: "Of course. Thanks."

I left the store on the brink of crying, and hopped in the car next to Nick. He was on his phone, but when I opened the car door I caught his attention.

Nick: "You okay?"
B: "I just got fired."
Nick: "Damn, B. I'm sorry. If you want we could go get some snacks and watch Netflix."
B: "Sure, why not. I'll e-mail my professors. My place is crowded right now."
Nick: "Well tommy and them probably went to their classes. We could go back to my place."
B: "Nick?"
Nick: "Wassup?" he asked before driving off.
B: "Thanks."

The last few chapters have been crazy 😩 You ever argue with somebody the way Nick and B do? And what was your favorite part of this chapter? Comment, tell your friends & follow me. Thanks my lovelies 😉💗