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Blog #12:
Over a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch I started to tell LaLa and Cassie about the whole Ricky situation. I was a little hesitant at first because I don't really just tell my business like that, so with Cassie sitting there, I was a little sceptical. But what could I do? She was eating and from what I know so far, she's a cool and pretty girl.

She's intelligent and her parents get money out the ass. Cassie was a pretty blonde with no boobs but a fat ass. She caught LaLa's attention. Over a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch I can do just about anything, so I told them.

LaLa: "So how'd it go with Ricky?"
B: "It went well. When I tell you he gives good head it's out of this world." I said laughing, grabbing my bowl and sitting next to LaLa. Cassie poured herself a bowl and sat down next to me.
Cassie: "Ricky was the one you were texting, right?"
B: "At the event yesterday? Yeah. Things are just getting complicated because neither of us seem to know what we want more. Like we want each other but we both have goals. He's trying out for QB and I'm going to work and classes."
LaLa: "I know it can be hard to juggle, but sometimes things get hard and you need a significant other to fall back on. Somebody like Ricky. You can always cry on my shoulder, but I see no flaws in him. What's the problem?"
B: "There aren't many. I see what you're saying. We're actually doing good with this thing we have. We also have a friendship, and this relationship thing messed that up the first time. What if it doesn't work out again?"
Cassie: "Just go for it. If it doesn't work a second time then that's a sign but yall have to at least try first." she said leaving the kitchen.
LaLa: "I agree." she said, stuffing her spoon in her mouth.
B: "Well, I let him put the tip in last night." I said looking at my bowl. LaLa got hype, shouting and clapping.
LaLa: "Did he go all the way in?" she whispered.
B: "He barely did. I ran. It was too big!" We both laughed.
LaLa: "You ran from the dick? Just sit still."
B: "That's easy for you to say. I just couldn't, though. My eyes popped as soon as I felt it."
LaLa: "I don't mean to be blunt but, all those times he ate you out you never sucked his dick?"
B: "Well, no."
LaLa: "Is he gay?"
B: "Bitch no! He just doesn't want to rush me into anything. But that's actually what I wanted to talk to you about. I know you have 3 bodies and so I figured-"
LaLa: "That what? I suck dick? What you tryna say?" she looked serious.
B: "No I wasn't trying to offend you I was just-"
LaLa: "I'm just playing." she said laughing.
B: "This sounds weird but I want you to give me tips and like, show me how to do it."
LaLa: "That would work- if I had a penis."
B: "You're right. I don't know why I asked. You could still give me tips, though." I started laughing so hard that I cried.
LaLa: "This may sound weird as shit but what if we got a dildo?"
B: "That would work but I don't own one."
LaLa: "Well let's go to Spencer's, get a dildo and then I can literally show you how it's done."
B: "It does sound fun and I have nothing better to do until we make dinner around 6:00, so let me get my keys."

I couldn't believe we were actually doing this. It was even more weird that I asked but after I realized we were having dinner Monday night and it'd be the perfect time to return the favor for once, it wasn't as awkward.

Cassie practically begged to come after we told her how the conversation ended, so all 3 of us drove to Spencer's and went straight to the back. There were vibrators, costumes, decorations for bachelorette parties, strap-ons and dildos. LaLa went straight to the vibrators and picked a purple ring that goes around your finger.

B: "I thought we were getting dildos."
LaLa: "We are. This is for me." Cassie and I laughed as we looked at the library of dildos that graced the wall. They ranged from small to big, fat to skinny- vibrations or no vibrations. I didn't know what to pick.
Cassie: "I'm getting a vibrator, too. Mine broke a few months back."
LaLa: "What color?"
Cassie: "Pink."
LaLa: "B, I want you to get one. I have purple, Cassie has pink- you should get blue or green."
B: "I'll get one but I'm not sure if I'll ever use it." I picked the blue one.
LaLa: "Now for dildos... Cassie how many bodies do you have."
Cassie: "No judement?"
LaLa: "No judgement."
Cassie: "I have 9." LaLa and I looked at each other and held in a laugh. "Why you ask?"
LaLa: "Just glad I'm not alone in the sex department..."
B: "Definitely not." I said under my breath. We scanned the wall for what would be the best one.
Cassie: "I like the pink 7 inch Crystal Jellie Dildo." she said, reading the package.
LaLa: "How about the pink 7 inch Softee Super Dildo. Feels more realistic."

We left Spencer's with the one LaLa picked and went back to Starbucks, then the house. LaLa and I took a nap while Cassie went on with her day. I twisted and turned, finally waking up around 5:00. I got up, brushed my teeth again and texted Ricky after realizing day 1 of try outs were probably over.

B: hey baby. how was tryouts?
Ricky: i did good, put in that work on the field. what you do all day?
B: ran some errands 😛 and slept
Ricky: well thats good. ik you was tired. you enjoyed yaself last night 😏
B: I definitely did but i cant wait for dinner tmw 😍
Ricky: me either but im about to shower then take a nap. goin out with ant and nick tonight
B: okay baby have fun

I appreciated that Ricky and I didn't talk all day. I love when I wake up to 3 text messages in the morning, but I don't mind not speaking to him every minute of the day because I like my space, and he does, too.

After dinner and playing board games, LaLa and I went up to our rooms and locked the door. We were laughing the whole time but she's like my bestfriend at this point- it's not awkward with her. Cassie, LaLa and myself all got dildos because it'd be weird to share the same one. LaLa pulled a bin from under my bed that I didn't even know was there. When she took the lid off, it was full of sex toys. She pulled out her brand new pink 7 inch when we heard a knock at the door. LaLa opened the door and it was Kasey, holding her dildo in plain sight like it was normal.

Cassie: "Can I join?" she asked. We could tell she was a little tipsy.
LaLa: "Uh.."
B: "Yeah, come in." Cassie slowly walked over to where I was sitting.
Cassie: "Who's going first?"
LaLa: "You can. Show us how it's done." she said, plopping down beside me.

Cassie put the whole dildo in her mouth with no problem. The whole situation was so awkward that I don't even want to go into detail. It was funny for LaLa and Cassie, though, watching me nearly choke to death on a plastic stick. After 20 minutes I was through with it and just decided I'd use one of LaLa's tips: watch porn. Seemed like the most effective way.

The easiest route would have been to just do it when I saw Ricky, but I didn't want to be embarrassed. He's been waiting 3 years for me to give him something and I didn't want it to be horrible. The whole thing is already out of my comfort zone- I guess I really am a good girl. But something about that bad boy makes me want to bad... Just for him.

Do you think B will ever use her dildo? And why do you think B didn't bring up Nick? Please comment, vote & follow me if you don't already. Thanks for reading so far 😋💍

Blog #12:
Over a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch I started to tell LaLa and Cassie about the whole Ricky situation. I was a little hesitant at first because I don't really just tell my business like that, so with Cassie sitting there, I was a little sceptical. But what could I do? She was eating and from what I know so far, she's a cool and pretty girl.

She's intelligent and her parents get money out the ass. Cassie was a pretty blonde with no boobs but a fat ass. She caught LaLa's attention. Over a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch I can do just about anything, so I told them.

LaLa: "So how'd it go with Ricky?"
B: "It went well. When I tell you he gives good head it's out of this world." I said laughing, grabbing my bowl and sitting next to LaLa. Cassie poured herself a bowl and sat down next to me.
Cassie: "Ricky was the one you were texting, right?"
B: "At the event yesterday? Yeah. Things are just getting complicated because neither of us seem to know what we want more. Like we want each other but we both have goals. He's trying out for QB and I'm going to work and classes."
LaLa: "I know it can be hard to juggle, but sometimes things get hard and you need a significant other to fall back on. Somebody like Ricky. You can always cry on my shoulder, but I see no flaws in him. What's the problem?"
B: "There aren't many. I see what you're saying. We're actually doing good with this thing we have. We also have a friendship, and this relationship thing messed that up the first time. What if it doesn't work out again?"
Cassie: "Just go for it. If it doesn't work a second time then that's a sign but yall have to at least try first." she said leaving the kitchen.
LaLa: "I agree." she said, stuffing her spoon in her mouth.
B: "Well, I let him put the tip in last night." I said looking at my bowl. LaLa got hype, shouting and clapping.
LaLa: "Did he go all the way in?" she whispered.
B: "He barely did. I ran. It was too big!" We both laughed.
LaLa: "You ran from the dick? Just sit still."
B: "That's easy for you to say. I just couldn't, though. My eyes popped as soon as I felt it."
LaLa: "I don't mean to be blunt but, all those times he ate you out you never sucked his dick?"
B: "Well, no."
LaLa: "Is he gay?"
B: "Bitch no! He just doesn't want to rush me into anything. But that's actually what I wanted to talk to you about. I know you have 3 bodies and so I figured-"
LaLa: "That what? I suck dick? What you tryna say?" she looked serious.
B: "No I wasn't trying to offend you I was just-"
LaLa: "I'm just playing." she said laughing.
B: "This sounds weird but I want you to give me tips and like, show me how to do it."
LaLa: "That would work- if I had a penis."
B: "You're right. I don't know why I asked. You could still give me tips, though." I started laughing so hard that I cried.
LaLa: "This may sound weird as shit but what if we got a dildo?"
B: "That would work but I don't own one."
LaLa: "Well let's go to Spencer's, get a dildo and then I can literally show you how it's done."
B: "It does sound fun and I have nothing better to do until we make dinner around 6:00, so let me get my keys."

I couldn't believe we were actually doing this. It was even more weird that I asked but after I realized we were having dinner Monday night and it'd be the perfect time to return the favor for once, it wasn't as awkward.

Cassie practically begged to come after we told her how the conversation ended, so all 3 of us drove to Spencer's and went straight to the back. There were vibrators, costumes, decorations for bachelorette parties, strap-ons and dildos. LaLa went straight to the vibrators and picked a purple ring that goes around your finger.

B: "I thought we were getting dildos."
LaLa: "We are. This is for me." Cassie and I laughed as we looked at the library of dildos that graced the wall. They ranged from small to big, fat to skinny- vibrations or no vibrations. I didn't know what to pick.
Cassie: "I'm getting a vibrator, too. Mine broke a few months back."
LaLa: "What color?"
Cassie: "Pink."
LaLa: "B, I want you to get one. I have purple, Cassie has pink- you should get blue or green."
B: "I'll get one but I'm not sure if I'll ever use it." I picked the blue one.
LaLa: "Now for dildos... Cassie how many bodies do you have."
Cassie: "No judement?"
LaLa: "No judgement."
Cassie: "I have 9." LaLa and I looked at each other and held in a laugh. "Why you ask?"
LaLa: "Just glad I'm not alone in the sex department..."
B: "Definitely not." I said under my breath. We scanned the wall for what would be the best one.
Cassie: "I like the pink 7 inch Crystal Jellie Dildo." she said, reading the package.
LaLa: "How about the pink 7 inch Softee Super Dildo. Feels more realistic."

We left Spencer's with the one LaLa picked and went back to Starbucks, then the house. LaLa and I took a nap while Cassie went on with her day. I twisted and turned, finally waking up around 5:00. I got up, brushed my teeth again and texted Ricky after realizing day 1 of try outs were probably over.

B: hey baby. how was tryouts?
Ricky: i did good, put in that work on the field. what you do all day?
B: ran some errands 😛 and slept
Ricky: well thats good. ik you was tired. you enjoyed yaself last night 😏
B: I definitely did but i cant wait for dinner tmw 😍
Ricky: me either but im about to shower then take a nap. goin out with ant and nick tonight
B: okay baby have fun

I appreciated that Ricky and I didn't talk all day. I love when I wake up to 3 text messages in the morning, but I don't mind not speaking to him every minute of the day because I like my space, and he does, too.

After dinner and playing board games, LaLa and I went up to our rooms and locked the door. We were laughing the whole time but she's like my bestfriend at this point- it's not awkward with her. Cassie, LaLa and myself all got dildos because it'd be weird to share the same one. LaLa pulled a bin from under my bed that I didn't even know was there. When she took the lid off, it was full of sex toys. She pulled out her brand new pink 7 inch when we heard a knock at the door. LaLa opened the door and it was Kasey, holding her dildo in plain sight like it was normal.

Cassie: "Can I join?" she asked. We could tell she was a little tipsy.
LaLa: "Uh.."
B: "Yeah, come in." Cassie slowly walked over to where I was sitting.
Cassie: "Who's going first?"
LaLa: "You can. Show us how it's done." she said, plopping down beside me.

Cassie put the whole dildo in her mouth with no problem. The whole situation was so awkward that I don't even want to go into detail. It was funny for LaLa and Cassie, though, watching me nearly choke to death on a plastic stick. After 20 minutes I was through with it and just decided I'd use one of LaLa's tips: watch porn. Seemed like the most effective way.

The easiest route would have been to just do it when I saw Ricky, but I didn't want to be embarrassed. He's been waiting 3 years for me to give him something and I didn't want it to be horrible. The whole thing is already out of my comfort zone- I guess I really am a good girl. But something about that bad boy makes me want to bad... Just for him.

Do you think B will ever use her dildo? And why do you think B didn't bring up Nick? Please comment, vote & follow me if you don't already. Thanks for reading so far 😋💍