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Gotta Do What You Gotta Do

Gotta Do What You Gotta Do

Blog #14:
Last time we talked it was Monday. Sorry for keeping you guys in the dark but tomorrow's friday and although I'm gonna be busy most of the weekend, I think I can find time to keep you guys in the loop.

After I gave Ricky head Monday night, we watched Beyond the Lights on Netflix, then I gave him head again. Giving was more fun then receiving and nothing felt better then watching his toes curl and his eyes roll back. We stayed up until 5:30 in the morning just talking, and eventually I called my boss and used one of my sick days.

We spent the whole morning with each other, went to our classes then he dropped me off at home around 4:00 in the afternoon. I filled LaLa in and within hours we decided we should have a double date next Saturday, since she was doing well with Anthony.

Overall, the last couple of days have been great. Alpha Delta Phi isn't hosting event on top of event, which is great for me because my schedule can't take it. We do have two mixers next week, which are Tuesday and Thursday. Tuesday is to get sponsors (a.k.a old farts with more money than they need) to give us money so the girls of Alpha Delta Phi don't have to pay as much to maintain the house and host events. Thursday is for our peers.. Kasey's working on talking Ms. Perkins into letting us have a foam party on Friday instead. Aside from classes and work, I only make time to call my mom every other day and chill with the girls/Ricky. What is sleep, again? 😐

I've been acing my exams and taking thorough notes in those boring ass seminars I force myself to attend. I think I'm off thin ice with my boss at work since I've been on time and staying out of the mix, just doing what I'm supposed to.

Ricky and I have been fantastic. He texts more often, I've been sleeping over his house and we've been having study dates and enjoying each other's company. We're all about each other. Ricky said he noticed I been working hard so tomorrow, he wants to "reward" me. I love being spoiled but his company will suffice. Ricky, Ant and Nick also made the football team so we're gonna celebrate that by doing something Sunday night.

I agreed to go to that party with LaLa and her new bestie, Vanessa. I'm not jealous or anything- I actually think Vanessa's cool. I remember her from the obstacle course and she's known as the girl that's sloppy. I'll go to this party with her and LaLa but I can't stand sloppy drunks so I hope it goes well.

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Friday
Tonight was what I needed. I was sitting on my bed at 6:00, waiting for Ricky to pick me up for my "reward". I had on a brown leather jacket, a white tank and jean shorts that were ripped at the thighs. LaLa and I tried guessing what the reward was since Ricky wouldn't tell me. She said she thought the reward was dinner since thats our signature date, and I agreed.

Ricky rang the doorbell exactly when I got to the top of the steps to go downstairs and look out the window, like lonely housewives look for the mail man. I grabbed my faux fur book bag and ran down the steps, hype but cutely, of course.

I opened the door and jumped into his arms. We locked lips then I got down before slamming the door. He walked me to his car and opened/shut the door for me- as always. After he got in the car and turned on the radio, we just stared at each other smiling, before he put the key in the ignition.

B: "So you gonna tell me where we going?" I said smiling as he pulled off.
Ricky: "I'm taking you shopping."
B: "Shopping?"
Ricky: "Yup. You mine, I'm yours. I gotta spoil wifey don't I?" I blushed, looking out the window.

We went from store to store as he slapped down Benjamin's at every register. I knew Ricky used to trap but it looked like he still did with those wads of cash he pulled out his pocket. We walked from store to store, holding hands as I tried on Chanel and Louis Vuitton heels. He wasn't even on mute when I took forever. He'd just say "Yeah baby, that looks nice." or "I like them both. If you can't decide then we'll just get both."

I never had somebody spoil me like that before. It was on a different level. We stopped for ice cream and a quick conversation about football when I glanced at the Chanel, Michael Kors, Louis Vuitton, Gucci and Versace bags up our arms. I couldn't help but feeling like a princess. We finished our ice cream and conversation and decided to take my bags to the car before going back in the mall to this restaurant and bar. Shopping and food? The ideal reward.

We ate then talked some more about his first game of the season and sex. Ricky acts as if he can wait forever but when he gets the chance, he tries to get me to give him a date for when we'll have sex. It's annoying and I'm tired of having the conversation.

B: "Thanks for spoiling me tonight. It's almost too nice. Like I want to give it back but then everything was so cute 😂💁." I said laughing.
Ricky: "No problem. So I know we talked about it before but I'm still lost. When you gonna let me-"
B: "So what you want me to give you a specific time? Like 3 months?"
Ricky: "That's exactly what I want. I'm not tryna rush you, I just wanna make sure we have the same idea."
B: "Okay how about 3 months?"
Ricky: "Seriously?"
B: "Yeah." I said sipping on my straw. We were in a booth and the mall had already closed so there weren't many people in the resturant. I slowly went under the table.
Ricky: "What you doing yo? We in public." he said looking around.

I wanted to do something risky. I could see he was paranoid as fuck and I was only trying to tease him- but if he didn't stop me I wouldn't have stopped myself. I unbuckled his jeans and smiled at him from under the table. He laughed but still looked around.

His dick is so fat and warm- my mouth gets tired within 3 minutes. I put my lips around the tip when he threw his jacket over his lap and my head. The waiter came to see how we were doing. I held in my laugh.

Waiter: "How are you doing sir?"
Ricky: "F-Fine. Thank you." I laughed at his stutter, and his voice was lower. I sucked harder and deeper when he shouted thank you again, trying to get the man to go away.
"I'm ready to pay." he said as the waiter walked away, nodding his head. He pulled his jacket off my head and made a face like he liked it when he knew he shouldn't have. My knees were starting to get rug burn from the restaurant floor so I climbed back up on my side of the booth. I wiped my mouth and laughed so hard I was in tears. He buckled his pants back up.

Ricky: "You think you funny?"
B: "No, I'm hilarious."
Ricky: "Okay, you right." he said as he grabbed the tab from the waiter and put money on the table.
B: "You mad now?" I asked, sucking on my straw.
Ricky: "Naw but since you want to be bad, I'm gonna punish you." he said smiling. I liked this kinky side of him.

As soon as we exited the restaurant we play fought as he tickled and pinched me. We walked out of the mall and shared a kiss before he threw me around his waist and walked toward the car. I liked this kinky shit so I decided to play along. He put me down and against the car door, tonguing me down and pressing the button on the keys to unlock the doors. He opened the back door and looked around the parking lot.

Ricky: "Let's do it here." he said giving me another kiss.
B: "What if some creeper sees us?"
Ricky: "You just sucked my dick under a table. What's different?"
B: "Well for one, I was under a damn table. No one else could see but you."
Ricky: "Look around, B. We in the middle of a parking lot and nobody parked near us."
B: "You sure?"
Ricky: "Hell yeah."

He turned me around and threw me in the backseat on my stomach. He kissed all on my neck, leaving love marks with every kiss. The excitement traveled from my hickeys to my pussy and then this built up sexual frustration just took over.

I turned over, pulled him all the way in the back, slammed the door, then kissed him passionately until I saw his dick rise through his pants. I unbuckled his jeans again and kissed and sucked his dick- through his Tommy boxers. He panted and moaned, "Fuck." when I finally picked back up where I left off.

I gently slapped his dick which was already rock hard, against the tip of my tongue. I looked up and we made eye contact as I deep throated and spit all over. It was so sloppy but I remember in high school he would tell me that's how he liked it. From how he was reacting I guess you can say he still likes it. A lot.

He started getting into it, holding my head down and playing in my hair. All I remember thinking is 1. don't throw up and 2. no teeth. I sucked and licked like it was a popsicle getting ready to melt and it drove him crazy.

It was my way of saying "thank you, daddy". Not just for my rewards either- for tonguing me down when I ask, being there for me and his patience. I am so lucky to find somebody that can keep up with me- academically, physically, emotionally and sexually. If every time we give each other head is going to be this heated, I can't wait for the real thing. It feels so good to be bad.

He nutted in my hair and I was pissed for a few minutes as we cleaned ourselves up and got in the front seats. But nothing could've spoiled my high in that moment. It was so fun watching him moan, sweat and breathe heavily every time I put my lips around it. I played in his hair and jammed to the radio as he drove back to Alpha Delta Phi's since I had the party with LaLa and Vanessa saturday afternoon. LaLa and I had to run errands early so I did need the sleep.

I gave my baby a good bye kiss after he helped me carry my bags of love in the house and up the steps, to my room. He just went all out- outdone himself. As long as we keep going down his path, he'll never be able to get rid of me. I sat on the floor unpacking my newly bought rewards into the closet I shared with LaLa. As I put away the last pair of shoes, I asked myself where all that money came from.

I hate the idea of him running the streets against his grandma's wishes, but how could I say that when I accepted his gifts with trap money? That would make me a hypocrite- but at the end of the day, you gotta do what you gotta do and I wasn't gonna get in the way of his hustle. If he wanted to make a couple Benjamin's on the side, who am I to say he's wrong? I just don't want him in harms way. I'll talk to him about it eventually, but for now I'm gonna let him do him.

What do you think about Ricky's wads of cash and after they've splurged on thousands of dollars worth of clothes & jewelry, do you think B will give it up sooner than three months or hold her ground? And how do you think things will go at the party with Vanessa, the sloppy drunk? Thanks for reading and please comment your thoughts, vote and read to find out what happens next 😋💘!