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Kristal's house
March 19, 2023
Montego Bay, St. James

"I thought your house was bigger," Shay said we got out of the car.

Uh not even financially independent n a round off you stink mouth.

"I'm sorry do you mind showing me a picture of your house. Maybe we could compare how big or small- wait that's right.... You don't have a house since you're still leaving with Naldo and Tina. In other words you n have no way fih uh rass self," I said and she glared at me.

Don't poke the bear bitch

"Don't start my head aches," Tina said

Sigh

I removed the house key from Malachi's car key and open the front door.

"Mommy take my room, half breed the guest room is yours,"

"Kristal," mommy said and I looked at her.

Lady

"Tina-Shay?" I said in the same tone.

"Fi once uno be nice to each other nuh," she said and I hissed.

Rude but whatever

Mi neva wah Shay a mi yaad eno

"I'm nice but she's still wants to mad at me for sleeping with Rojay," she said while shaking her head

In my bed might I add

I'm not even mad they did the do

I'm just mad at her in general.

I envied her because she got everything I wanted. By everything I meant an always present mother.

Other from dats she can cum kiss mi ass

"Uh really think a that's why mi no like you?" I asked and she folded her arm over her chest.

"I know it is," she said confidently

Poor uh

"No you don't because that's not even the closest reason as to why I dislike," I stated.

"Then what is the reason miss big and mighty," she asked.

What a way uh have mouth now

"Enlighten me dear sister," she encouraged.

"Okay enough. Kristal leave your sister alone and stop behaving like a ghetto gyal," Tina-Shay said.

Always picking their sides

"Mi behave like a ghetto gyal because a ina di ghetto uh left mi fih big life and man-"

"Shut uh damn mouth Kristal," Tina-Shay said to me

"No Tina uh no like hear the truth. Uh run way lef mi and choose the big high life. Deh gyal yah and uh bwoy a farrin get everything wah uh shoulda gimi. Uh know how much thing mi go through. Affi a jump from house to house because a bay abuse mi get. Mi life did miserable caz a uh decision. Uh not even use to check pan mi. Uh just send money cum fih mek sure mi cah nyam like that's all," I said listed out with a heavy tongue and heart.

"I don't know why she's mad Dad didn't want her with us in New York," Shay said.

"Gyal mi neva wah deh way u stink pa deh. Mi did wah mi mada and uh come a talk bout dad. Di same man way did a beat out uh mada rass," I cursed at her.

"Kristal-"

"Mommy lowe mi mek mi talk everything offa mi chest," I said as my blood boiled in my chest.

"Abuser or not he's my dad-" Shay started.

Deh gyal yah no fucking righted?

"Naldo ano uh pa bitch. We have the same pa-"

A heavy slap connected to the left side of my face. I turned around with blood blinding my vision. I stared at my mother with dark cold eyes.

"Kristal I'm-"

"Uno betta book uno flight and go backa uno yaad," I said.

I walked to the door and pulled it open.

"Uno cum out,"

"Kristal-"

"Mi say fih cum!" I shouted and just then Malachi's car pulled up the gate.

He got out and walked towards the front.

"Uno move uno foot dem nuh," I said in anger.

"You can't kick us out," Shay said.

She nuh know who mi is?

I walked towards her and grabbed her hair. "Let go of me,"

I dragged her to the front door and pushed her out. She fell in front of Malachi and he looked at me.

"Tina-Shay uh need assistance tuh?" I asked and she walked towards the door with pulling their suitcases.

"I'm your mother-"

"Not anymore. Right now uh dead to me," I said

"I'm sorry,"

"Lef mi place," I said and she looked at Malachi.

He stepped over Shay's legs and walked pass them and entered the house like they were invincible to him.

My man

Tina-Shay and Shay left my house and I closed the door.

I walked to the bedroom and opened the door. The scent of weed filled my nose and I spotted Malachi on the bed building a spliff.

He had his things to build his spliff on my coloring book.

Yes coloring book

Mi neva have a good childhood and mi did affi grow up too quick

A mussi dhats why man do mi suh

Mi did a search fih love ina the wrong place when all I wanted was a mother's love.

Gyal life sad ehhh

Malachi looked at me and he placed the book down.

"Come here,"

I walked towards him and he pulled me into his lap. I hugged him before turning around so I was straddling him.

Tears ran down my cheeks and we stayed like this.

"Mi deh yah if uh wah talk bout it, you hear mama," he said and I nod.

I told them about my mother, siblings and stepfather. I didn't tell him about my childhood because I wasn't ready.

"You kill him?"

"No mi just rough him up. Mi listen when uh talk eno babes," he said and I pulled away.

He wiped my tears and kissed my forehead.

"I love you," I said and he smiled.

"Love you more babes,"

••••••

"I'm pregnant," Destiny cried.

Have you ever seen that meme on tiktok

"Congrats," I said as I stared at her through the phone with a grin on my face.

"Right now mi ago kill Jay," She said while glaring at Jay.

"Mi neva warn uh a Peru," Jay said

Flashback in Peru

Destiny took a step back while Jay stared at intensely.

"Hey baby," she said with a smile.

"Mi neva hide deh mosquito net deh," he questioned her.

If she find it un neva hid it good sir

"Um..."

"Mi know wah mi ago do tonight," Jay warned and Destiny and I looked at each other.

End of Flashback

"Now mi cah go, go ano party," she cried.

"N uh cah go wear no mosquito net," he said and she hit him in the chest.

"Congrats to you both," Malachi said with a smile.

"Thank bro,"

After the call ended Malachi placed down the phone.

"Couple months and a we dhat," Malachi said and I pulled away with a smile.

Uh lie (angle voice)

Di man out a worry bout mi egg dem

Like him woulda all pay fih one.

I threw away the seeds of the melon and looked at him.

Sir I want to be outside

"Go way and cum back to mi wife and pitney," he said

"So you wah breed mi n lef mi ina house like mi a figurine," I said

"Uh did hear mi say dhat b," he said and I hummed.

"If u continue pressure mi fih have pitney wey mi no ready fih have, it betta we part ways," I said and Malachi smile left his face immediately.

"Way eh fuck dhat suppose to mean?"

"Exactly wah mi just say," I said.

He stared at me for a while before hissing his teeth.

"Gwan and mek smaddy else have it,"I said.

All jokes

Any gyal him bredda mi dhat and him.

"So mi fih have mi wife a yaad and go breeda gyal a road?"

"Mi and uh go part ways,"

"U a Moses uh wah part things?" He asked and I rolled my eyes.

Him cah tek nuhn serious

"Uh wah we lef Kristal?"

"No but uh want a child so-"

"Kristal stop fuck wid mi head,"

"How mi a fuck wid uh head?" I asked and he got up.

He was about to speak but changed his mind. He walked passed me and I sighed.

"Mal-"

"Rest mi," he said before picking up the keys to both cars outside.

The Bimma and porshe

"Way uh ago?"

"Mi yaad," he said before walking to the door.

"Seriously?"

"Mal?"

He walked out and slammed the door closed. Soon I heard the engine of the car I drove here, the bimma.

After a couple minutes he came back inside and through down the bimma keys.

"Babes uh ago really lef mi here alone," I said

"Uh no say mi fih look sumo breed Kristal," he said and I sealed my mouth shut.

Him really woulda go dhat?

"Uh serious?"

"Mi look like joker? Mi ago gi a gyal eh wul mi length and breed it," he said

"If uh fuck pan mi Mal-"

"Wah uh ago do?"

"Just memba pum pum cut ina two. One might be fih you but a next man can get piece,"

"Uh life a bloodclatt scratch uh pussy ole?" he asked.

"Gwaan go breed uh gyal," I said and he hissed.

"Try no fuck uh self," he threatened.

We had a challenging eye contact and he gave up. "Mi not even go put uh pan mi head eno likkle girl," he said

He stormed out afterwards and I heard his car speeding away.

I walked to the front door and I opened it.

The bimma was now parked inside the yard and not on the road.

Thanks

I walked to the gate to lock them but there already locked.

After leaving my girlfriend's house I drove straight to a bar where I met up with Skitta and Blacks.

"A wah happen tonight mek uh deh a road. Wifey kick yuh out," Skitta teased and I ignored him.

"Wah we a order fih drink?" I asked instead of responding to his comment.

"Henny and cran," Blacks suggested.

I waved over the bartender and she came over while smiling and swaying her hips.

I rolled my eyes and pulled out my phone.

Sumo woman coming like clothes pin just touch dem and dem leg open.

"Do the badness," I said and Skitta got ready to make our order.

Dem know mi no like socialize too much wid people

Plus Jason use to tell mi say if no have nuhn good fih just shut up. And everybody no mi chat anything and no business.

So knowing myself, mi just keep mi mouth shut all the while

I zoned out as I viewed wife's WhatsApp status after turning off my read receipt.

She only posted a picture of herself, a motivational video about life and God and a picture of the sky.

Our order came and I opened the bottles while making sure I heard the sound of when a bottle is being opened for the first time.

Cah trust people dawg

I poured my liquor into a cup before chasing it with cran juice.

"Long time mi no fly a bat and deh bwoy yaah a ask fih sumo," Blacks said while glaring at his phone.

A guy was hitting on Poochie but she friend zoned him and now Blacks is angry she's still communicating with him.

Even though she say's "we're just friends"

Mi nah say nuhn eno caz dem bwoy deh way name Alex.....

"Run out uh baby mada and mek Poochie know uh serious," Skitta said

A wapm tuh deh dutty bwoii yah

"Right now mi plan fih gi har mi house and lef eno caz all har mind think say we go deh back," Blacks said

"So uh neva build wah house gi har way day?"

"Yah but as mi say she no wah lef and every time she wah use Jessica when we a argue," he said with a sigh.

Blacks had built a two storey house for his baby mother and Jessica.

Jessy is his daughter, she has a heart condition. She did a heart surgery a year ago where she got a new heart.

Blacks said he doesn't love her it was just a case that he got her pregnant and they kept the baby because she's a Christian. Her father whose a pastor begged blacks to marry her before the baby is boned. He married her and she had the baby.

Blacks lives on the second floor while his daughter and bm lives on the third floor.

He neva had a problem with living with his bm until he met Poochie.

Truth be told di gyal deh way him did a fuck neva busy say him bm live wid him. But Poochie different and him wah tek har serious.

"Well uh must know eno dawg," Skitta
said after taking a sip from his cup.

Instead of joining in on the conversation I started building a spliff.

Mi no know how dem man yah tolerate mi when mi stay suh

Only love run off mi mouth round mi woman

"Yow outlaw when Jason a come out?"

"Bout April if mi can pay off deh dutty judge bwoy yah,"

"Uh really think him dweet?" Skitta asked and I looked at my cup.

"Mi no wah believe dhat," I said and Blacks sighs.

"Uh know eh gyal?" Blacks asked.

"Mi neva interest fih know," I said honestly.

"Plus Jason did say mi fih stay outta it," I added and they nod and hummed.

•••

I got home this morning and I went straight to bed. Later after we left the bar we went on a mission then went back to the lock spot to drink.

Three more duppy dhat to mi list

I kicked my shoes off and fell into the bed.

Drunk and high yf

Babes ago cuss mi fih lay dung ina eh bed ina eh same clothes from last night put right now mi just wah sleep,

My hand felt the empty space in the bed and I opened my eyes.

Babes

Mmcht why she have stay so more while

I looked at the time and sighed.

4:47 a.m.

I got up and went the bathroom. I took my clothes off and showered.

After I was done I got dressed and picked up my keys.

Mi no sleep good none a tall. It felt so strange to be sleeping alone

Every-time mi sleep and wake.

I unplugged my phone to see that I got a message from someone on instagram.

It was sent a couple hours after Malachi left my house.

Just then I heard car, it sounded like the car stopped at my gate. I quickly got up and peeped through the window.

Oh a Malachi

I jumped back into bed and got under the sheet. After a couple minutes I heard the front door opened.

I closed my eyes and pretended to be sleeping.

"Mi ago set up camera round uh house so uh no affi peep through curtain," he said

Mi hate him

I opened my eyes and sat up.

"Way uh a cum from?"

"Mi yaad,"

"Way uh go after uh turn off uh location,"

"Mi catty yaad and mi neva want you know weh- pussy a joke mi mek puddung eh lamp,"

"Uh wah mi murder you ina dis Gio?" I asked

"A likkle joke b relax. Uh too fucking heated," he said as I placed the lamp down

"No complain caz uh find uh match,"

"Uh hear mi a complain?"

He took his jeans shorts and his shirt off before climbing into my bed.

"Uh might think mi no want no pitney wid uh but the truth is-"

"Mek dhat rest babes. Right now mi tiad," he said

"But-"

"Please," he asked and I nod.

I laid down and he came towards me. He pulled me into him before lifting my shirt.

With his head under my shirt he fell asleep soon and so did I.

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