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House in Flanka
May 2, 2023, Thursday
Montego Bay, St. James

"Malachi you a hurt mi," I said and he released my arm that he was holding tightly.

"Sorry,"

I rubbed my wrist as Jason glared down at me.

Mi fraid eno

"One a uno chat nuh!" Malachi shouted and I stepped back a couple times.

One Graham plus another

Murda to rass

"Stop bomboclatt run nuh Kristal," he said while grabbing my wrists and pulling me towards them.

My heart beat quickens and I didn't know what I was feeling inside.

Anger, fear, shock, guilt, discomfort everything was swarming deep inside my gut.

"Malachi uh a scare mi," I said and his eyes softens.

He pulled me into his chest after taking a deep breath. He was a bit calm.

I know he hates frustration

"Babes just tell mi how uh know mi bredda," he asked softly and I looked at Jason.

"Umm,"

I looked away and he grabbed my chin. He tilts my head up and I looked into his eyes as he spoke.

"Yow a mi eno babes, Malachi, uh man, talk to me nuh,"

"Jason a mi-" I started but stopped.

My hands were sweating and my mouth became dry. I licked my lips and gulped.

"Kristal just say it nuh babes,"

"A mi ex," I said and he stared at me for a bit.

"Ex-friend?"

"Ex-boyfriend," I said

"Wait, no wait," he said while releasing me.

He ran his fingers through his plaits before looking at his brother. I couldn't read his emotions anymore.

"A she?" Malachi inquiries.

Huh?

Jason looks away and nod shamelessly. Malachi charged at his brother and began pushing him by hitting his chest.

"Mal stop," I said but he ignored me.

"Look how mi swear pan uh pussyole. Uh did really a fuck wah underage girl,"

"Mi neva rape har. Eh did consensual," Jason said before looking at me.

"You a fucking idiot?" Malachi asked

"She did a pitney?"

"She a did ninteen wen mi start fuck har," he said

"N uh proud?"

"No," he said and Malachi shook his head.

"All mi a say is she did agree to it,"

"Tell him!" Jason shouted at me and I stepped back.

I feared and hated him

"Nuh shout offa har pussy,"

"Memba who a bloodclat don Molly sekkle uh likkle pussyclat self," Jason say while pushing Malachi away from him.

I braved up and stepped in between them.

"Uno stop," I said before looking at Malachi.

"Him did rape uh?" Malachi asked

"No he didn't," I said

"So wah eh bomboclatt uh cum a court cum tell lie pan mi fah," Jason said and I looked at him.

"Dem tell mi fih dweet plus uh did a get outta control and if uh neva go a prison dem would kill uh," I said

Him fih a thank mi even though what I did was wrong

"Uh a did mi gyal. Uh shoulda have mi bloodclat back, instead uh sen mi guh a pussyclat prison,"

"Mi a did you gyal?"

"Of course," he said and I shook my head.

"Wah bout Opal and uh daughter Abby," I said and he went silent.

Right

Mi know now

Open uh mouth nuh Jason

"Uh did only a use mi because mi fada kill uh pa. Uh deh wid mi so uh coulda have sumo pan mi fada ina prison. You only did a use mi,"

My father went to prison for killing their father. And Jason found out and wanted revenge so he choose me as his pawn.

I found out two days before Jason's court date. That's one of the reasons as to why I turned my back on him.

"Mi did a use uh at first. But den mi get weak tuh uh and mi fall fih uh Chrissy. Den uh fuck mi over and sen mi way," he said

"Stop lying," I said

"Mi nah lie,"

"I hate you,"

"You cah hate me. Memba mi a uh first and foreva," he said while stepping closer to me.

Malachi pulled me into him and Jason looked at his younger brother.

"Ease up offa mi bomboclatt oman Jason," Malachi said.

"Anything uh have wid har probably fake. She supposed to a use uh," Jason said and I started shaking my head.

"Stop Jason,"

Jason is a good manipulator and I'm a victim of his manipulation.

"Uh use to say that nuff when we fuck and uh couldn't manage. Remember," he said with a smirk and I grabbed Malachi's arm.

"Him just a try fuck round uh head," I said

"Mi nah fuck round him head caz from uh blood clat see him uh see mi. Probably dhat's why uh deh wid eh man. Caz him remind uh a mi," Jason said and Malachi looked at me.

"Mal nuh listen to him-"

"Uh memba him when uh see me?" Malachi asked and I looked at Jason before looking at Malachi.

The first time mi see Mal it did a wave round ina mi head but after that mi push it way.

"Mal-"

"Answer mi Kristal," he said and I looked at my toes.

"Wul up uh head," Malachi demand.

He roughly grabbed my chin and lifts my face up. I looked at him as he demanded a answered.

"Yes but dhat no mean say-"

"Stop talk parri," he said before pulling away from me.

"Malachi-"

"Stop call mi fucking name Kristal!" he shouted as the flames in his eyes grew bigger.

I looked at my fingers before a shadow came over me.

"Mi neva tell you mi did ago fuck uh up once mi cum out," Jason said lowly.

"Uh sen uh self guh a prison Jason. Mi did a just eighteen when uh meet mi. Mi neva have much sense caz mi did still young and uh manipulate mi because uh know mi neva strong and uh know eh ppl dem way did a grew mi neva did a show mi no love," I said as tears formed in my eyes.

I looked up at him as his dark midnight eyes glared down at me.

No likkle light no ina him

"Uh did have mi a deal wid drugs fih uh, uh breed mi when mi a nineteen and forced mi fih get rid a it and the second time mi lose it because uh friend rape mi and beat mi because uh cross him," I said and I felt Malachi's eyes on me.

"Ano wah mi no wah have uh baby Mal. Mi just fraid fih lose another part a mi. Plus mi doctor did say there's not a high chance of me getting pregnant and being able to carry that child,"

That's the truth

Done pretty up mi life

"Mi neva yet forced uh fih do nuhn pussy. Anything uh do round mi a your choice caz mi neva yet rushed uh fih do nuhn. Way eh fuck mi wud'n a do wid a pitney wid uh when uh did a pitney uh fucking self. And eh man neva rape uh liad wikid gyal. Uh did a push up likkle heated self pan him caz uh love man way push badness," Jason said as tears ran down my cheeks.

Just then he was removed from in front of me by Malachi who punched him in the jaw.

Jason fell to the ground before grabbing his jaw.

"Uncle?" We turned around to see Abby.

She looked at Jason before her eyes widened.

"Daddy?"

"Putus," he said while standing to his feet.

"Daddy," she repeated as tears ran down her cheeks.

She ran towards him and they hugged as she cried.

"Uh cum out,"

Malachi grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of the room. He dragged me upstairs to our room and slammed the door closed.

"Uh did a use me?" He asked.

"No,"

"Uh did know say a mi bredda?"

"No mi neva know nuhn. Mi meet uh and Jason years after Jason go way. Mi neva know Malachi a swear,"

"But uh did see the resemblance and the last name. Come on babes uh no stupid," he said

"Mi neva tek note and uh neva yet talk bout uh family-"

"Tell the truth,"

"Mi a tell the truth,"

"Tell eh fucking truth Dimples!" he shouted while backing me up in the wall.

"Mi a tell the tru-"

He slammed his palm into the wall and I closed my eyes. I covered my face before sliding my back down the wall.

"Bomboclatt!"

I heard some falling to the ground and I removed my hands from my face.

He shoved everything off the nightstand  before leaning on the wall.

"Just tell eh truth,"

"At first mi think bout it but....Mal it no matter. Mi love uh fih uh not because uh might look like him. Mi hate Jason so why mi would love uh because uh looks remind mi a him," I said

"So uh admit it-"

"No mi nah admit nuhn," I said and he turned around.

"Malachi mi love you," I said and he shook his head.

"No bada wid dhat Kristal," he said and I got up.

I walked towards him and he stepped away.

"We nah go work Kristal," he said

No

"What?"

"Mi a lef uh," he said while turning his back to me.

My heart clenched and more tears came.

"No Malachi,"

"Pack up and left yah so," he said, still not looking at me.

"Malachi,"

"No call mi name," he said in a weak tone before walking to the door.

"Stop," I said while grabbing his shirt.

"Malachi please," I said as he stopped in his tracks.

I hugged him from behind and he placed his hands over mine.

"You say you love me, nuhn cah break we, mi a fi uh," I said while crying.

He pulled away and turned around. Through teary eyes I stared into his sad broken ones.

"Mi a uh wife Mal,"

He looked away and he allowed me to hug him.

"Jason-"

"Mi no care bout Jason Kristal,"

"So why uh wah lef mi?"

"We nah go work,"

"Why?" I asked

"Mi no want uh again," he said and I pulled away.

"Dat a lie. Uh love mi," I said before he pushed me away from him.

"Lef mi yaad Kristal and mi mek mi cum back cum see uh," he said before turning around and leaving the room.

I dropped to my knees as I cried. My chest aches and my heart is broken.

Dis no feel good.

Soon I got up and packed everything I owned. I left everything he every brought me before going downstairs.

"Dimples a wah happen?" Abby said with tears in her eyes.

"Mi a left Abby,"

"Why?"

I walked towards her and hugged her.

"Daddy just left because uncle wah kill him and now uncle ina kitchen a kill him self wid rum. N uh left wid bag, uno a hurt me and mi no understand wah a gwaan," she cried.

"Mi n uncle lef but mi and uh cah still be friends,"

"Why?"

We pulled away and Malachi walked in.

"Abby gwaan go pack mi a bring uh home,"

"Uncle-"

"Just gwaan Abby,"

"Mi hate uno fih dis," she said before running out.

"Abby," I said

I looked at Malachi.

"So we dun?"

"Lef mi key dem pan deh so. Maybe now uh cah go deh wid him-"

"Mi no want him,"

"Well mi no want eh gyal mi bredda use to fuck out,"

"Fuck uh,"

"Already do dhat," he said and I wiped my falling tears.

I dropped his keys as he placed the bottle of casamigo to his lips.

"Uh a regret dis,"

"Nuhn no special bout uh Kristal. Pretty face and new pussy ago cum," he said and I nod.

Gyal uh shame tree finally broke dung

I turned and left.

~~~

House in Flanka
May 2, 2023, Thursday
Montego Bay, St. James

"Malachi you a hurt mi," I said and he released my arm that he was holding tightly.

"Sorry,"

I rubbed my wrist as Jason glared down at me.

Mi fraid eno

"One a uno chat nuh!" Malachi shouted and I stepped back a couple times.

One Graham plus another

Murda to rass

"Stop bomboclatt run nuh Kristal," he said while grabbing my wrists and pulling me towards them.

My heart beat quickens and I didn't know what I was feeling inside.

Anger, fear, shock, guilt, discomfort everything was swarming deep inside my gut.

"Malachi uh a scare mi," I said and his eyes softens.

He pulled me into his chest after taking a deep breath. He was a bit calm.

I know he hates frustration

"Babes just tell mi how uh know mi bredda," he asked softly and I looked at Jason.

"Umm,"

I looked away and he grabbed my chin. He tilts my head up and I looked into his eyes as he spoke.

"Yow a mi eno babes, Malachi, uh man, talk to me nuh,"

"Jason a mi-" I started but stopped.

My hands were sweating and my mouth became dry. I licked my lips and gulped.

"Kristal just say it nuh babes,"

"A mi ex," I said and he stared at me for a bit.

"Ex-friend?"

"Ex-boyfriend," I said

"Wait, no wait," he said while releasing me.

He ran his fingers through his plaits before looking at his brother. I couldn't read his emotions anymore.

"A she?" Malachi inquiries.

Huh?

Jason looks away and nod shamelessly. Malachi charged at his brother and began pushing him by hitting his chest.

"Mal stop," I said but he ignored me.

"Look how mi swear pan uh pussyole. Uh did really a fuck wah underage girl,"

"Mi neva rape har. Eh did consensual," Jason said before looking at me.

"You a fucking idiot?" Malachi asked

"She did a pitney?"

"She a did ninteen wen mi start fuck har," he said

"N uh proud?"

"No," he said and Malachi shook his head.

"All mi a say is she did agree to it,"

"Tell him!" Jason shouted at me and I stepped back.

I feared and hated him

"Nuh shout offa har pussy,"

"Memba who a bloodclat don Molly sekkle uh likkle pussyclat self," Jason say while pushing Malachi away from him.

I braved up and stepped in between them.

"Uno stop," I said before looking at Malachi.

"Him did rape uh?" Malachi asked

"No he didn't," I said

"So wah eh bomboclatt uh cum a court cum tell lie pan mi fah," Jason said and I looked at him.

"Dem tell mi fih dweet plus uh did a get outta control and if uh neva go a prison dem would kill uh," I said

Him fih a thank mi even though what I did was wrong

"Uh a did mi gyal. Uh shoulda have mi bloodclat back, instead uh sen mi guh a pussyclat prison,"

"Mi a did you gyal?"

"Of course," he said and I shook my head.

"Wah bout Opal and uh daughter Abby," I said and he went silent.

Right

Mi know now

Open uh mouth nuh Jason

"Uh did only a use mi because mi fada kill uh pa. Uh deh wid mi so uh coulda have sumo pan mi fada ina prison. You only did a use mi,"

My father went to prison for killing their father. And Jason found out and wanted revenge so he choose me as his pawn.

I found out two days before Jason's court date. That's one of the reasons as to why I turned my back on him.

"Mi did a use uh at first. But den mi get weak tuh uh and mi fall fih uh Chrissy. Den uh fuck mi over and sen mi way," he said

"Stop lying," I said

"Mi nah lie,"

"I hate you,"

"You cah hate me. Memba mi a uh first and foreva," he said while stepping closer to me.

Malachi pulled me into him and Jason looked at his younger brother.

"Ease up offa mi bomboclatt oman Jason," Malachi said.

"Anything uh have wid har probably fake. She supposed to a use uh," Jason said and I started shaking my head.

"Stop Jason,"

Jason is a good manipulator and I'm a victim of his manipulation.

"Uh use to say that nuff when we fuck and uh couldn't manage. Remember," he said with a smirk and I grabbed Malachi's arm.

"Him just a try fuck round uh head," I said

"Mi nah fuck round him head caz from uh blood clat see him uh see mi. Probably dhat's why uh deh wid eh man. Caz him remind uh a mi," Jason said and Malachi looked at me.

"Mal nuh listen to him-"

"Uh memba him when uh see me?" Malachi asked and I looked at Jason before looking at Malachi.

The first time mi see Mal it did a wave round ina mi head but after that mi push it way.

"Mal-"

"Answer mi Kristal," he said and I looked at my toes.

"Wul up uh head," Malachi demand.

He roughly grabbed my chin and lifts my face up. I looked at him as he demanded a answered.

"Yes but dhat no mean say-"

"Stop talk parri," he said before pulling away from me.

"Malachi-"

"Stop call mi fucking name Kristal!" he shouted as the flames in his eyes grew bigger.

I looked at my fingers before a shadow came over me.

"Mi neva tell you mi did ago fuck uh up once mi cum out," Jason said lowly.

"Uh sen uh self guh a prison Jason. Mi did a just eighteen when uh meet mi. Mi neva have much sense caz mi did still young and uh manipulate mi because uh know mi neva strong and uh know eh ppl dem way did a grew mi neva did a show mi no love," I said as tears formed in my eyes.

I looked up at him as his dark midnight eyes glared down at me.

No likkle light no ina him

"Uh did have mi a deal wid drugs fih uh, uh breed mi when mi a nineteen and forced mi fih get rid a it and the second time mi lose it because uh friend rape mi and beat mi because uh cross him," I said and I felt Malachi's eyes on me.

"Ano wah mi no wah have uh baby Mal. Mi just fraid fih lose another part a mi. Plus mi doctor did say there's not a high chance of me getting pregnant and being able to carry that child,"

That's the truth

Done pretty up mi life

"Mi neva yet forced uh fih do nuhn pussy. Anything uh do round mi a your choice caz mi neva yet rushed uh fih do nuhn. Way eh fuck mi wud'n a do wid a pitney wid uh when uh did a pitney uh fucking self. And eh man neva rape uh liad wikid gyal. Uh did a push up likkle heated self pan him caz uh love man way push badness," Jason said as tears ran down my cheeks.

Just then he was removed from in front of me by Malachi who punched him in the jaw.

Jason fell to the ground before grabbing his jaw.

"Uncle?" We turned around to see Abby.

She looked at Jason before her eyes widened.

"Daddy?"

"Putus," he said while standing to his feet.

"Daddy," she repeated as tears ran down her cheeks.

She ran towards him and they hugged as she cried.

"Uh cum out,"

Malachi grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of the room. He dragged me upstairs to our room and slammed the door closed.

"Uh did a use me?" He asked.

"No,"

"Uh did know say a mi bredda?"

"No mi neva know nuhn. Mi meet uh and Jason years after Jason go way. Mi neva know Malachi a swear,"

"But uh did see the resemblance and the last name. Come on babes uh no stupid," he said

"Mi neva tek note and uh neva yet talk bout uh family-"

"Tell the truth,"

"Mi a tell the truth,"

"Tell eh fucking truth Dimples!" he shouted while backing me up in the wall.

"Mi a tell the tru-"

He slammed his palm into the wall and I closed my eyes. I covered my face before sliding my back down the wall.

"Bomboclatt!"

I heard some falling to the ground and I removed my hands from my face.

He shoved everything off the nightstand  before leaning on the wall.

"Just tell eh truth,"

"At first mi think bout it but....Mal it no matter. Mi love uh fih uh not because uh might look like him. Mi hate Jason so why mi would love uh because uh looks remind mi a him," I said

"So uh admit it-"

"No mi nah admit nuhn," I said and he turned around.

"Malachi mi love you," I said and he shook his head.

"No bada wid dhat Kristal," he said and I got up.

I walked towards him and he stepped away.

"We nah go work Kristal," he said

No

"What?"

"Mi a lef uh," he said while turning his back to me.

My heart clenched and more tears came.

"No Malachi,"

"Pack up and left yah so," he said, still not looking at me.

"Malachi,"

"No call mi name," he said in a weak tone before walking to the door.

"Stop," I said while grabbing his shirt.

"Malachi please," I said as he stopped in his tracks.

I hugged him from behind and he placed his hands over mine.

"You say you love me, nuhn cah break we, mi a fi uh," I said while crying.

He pulled away and turned around. Through teary eyes I stared into his sad broken ones.

"Mi a uh wife Mal,"

He looked away and he allowed me to hug him.

"Jason-"

"Mi no care bout Jason Kristal,"

"So why uh wah lef mi?"

"We nah go work,"

"Why?" I asked

"Mi no want uh again," he said and I pulled away.

"Dat a lie. Uh love mi," I said before he pushed me away from him.

"Lef mi yaad Kristal and mi mek mi cum back cum see uh," he said before turning around and leaving the room.

I dropped to my knees as I cried. My chest aches and my heart is broken.

Dis no feel good.

Soon I got up and packed everything I owned. I left everything he every brought me before going downstairs.

"Dimples a wah happen?" Abby said with tears in her eyes.

"Mi a left Abby,"

"Why?"

I walked towards her and hugged her.

"Daddy just left because uncle wah kill him and now uncle ina kitchen a kill him self wid rum. N uh left wid bag, uno a hurt me and mi no understand wah a gwaan," she cried.

"Mi n uncle lef but mi and uh cah still be friends,"

"Why?"

We pulled away and Malachi walked in.

"Abby gwaan go pack mi a bring uh home,"

"Uncle-"

"Just gwaan Abby,"

"Mi hate uno fih dis," she said before running out.

"Abby," I said

I looked at Malachi.

"So we dun?"

"Lef mi key dem pan deh so. Maybe now uh cah go deh wid him-"

"Mi no want him,"

"Well mi no want eh gyal mi bredda use to fuck out,"

"Fuck uh,"

"Already do dhat," he said and I wiped my falling tears.

I dropped his keys as he placed the bottle of casamigo to his lips.

"Uh a regret dis,"

"Nuhn no special bout uh Kristal. Pretty face and new pussy ago cum," he said and I nod.

Gyal uh shame tree finally broke dung

I turned and left.

~~~